door closed 2 door opens

val's leaving has been finalized and i got a new connection to mayra & teresa.

the past couple of days was aching, but i'm moving on already.

tomorrow's lunch will give a nice rest & closure to our 2 mos' friendship.

i'm playing a new role from now on!

brief break

second phase is over. today's sam's 46th b-day.

i wonder how he's doing once in a while. whether he's with kristi or not.

still it doesn't matter to me at all. as in i'm over over him period.

phone chat with viv was quite soothing this morning.

i empowered my mac with iworks09. now i can read school docus with mine.

methinks i'll have this as my school companion til my nursing program is over.

i'll buy new toys when i graduate...

bong's b-day, white leaf

the test result was optimal.

it was the best raw score of the three and i feel like justice has been served.

was the happiest b that i've ever received.

methinks i beat the class average this time and feel like i deserved it.

have a feeling that i'll do well from now on.

will be on the right track to jump.

i will get three As next session.

am quite satisfied n relaxed now...

last nite's dream was charlie again..

house md addiction

just finished house md season 1.

it's a new addiction since southpark.

tried a few medical dramas, like grey's anatomy, scrub, and in treatment,

but nothing really hit the every spot like dr. house.

mystery, medical diagnosis, charisma, and love triangles...

it's relevant to meds and terminology, diagnosis and hospital settings et al.

i have 2 full days left til the final.

i'm not going to waste any min til then.

the day light savings time gave me extra hour.

brain damage

we had our last quiz today and i did the worst,

notwithstanding that i tried hard to get the perfect score for last chance.

i am wondering if it's the physiological aging process of my brain,

or unusual coincidental cluster of anomaly.

i feel quite an imbecile.

just like what natalya said this morning.

that was a pleasant coincidence that i ran into her this morning and had a nice conversation.

so things get balanced out today in all.

but how could i have forgotten those abbreviations?!

inconceivable.

bloody cycle

't was disappointing that i didn't perfect the quiz yesterday,

notwithstanding that i tried my best.

with my slightly blurring vision, i feel the out-of-focusing mental acuity.

this is the battle between my aging and my commitment.

my goal is the class mean.

i am going to do better than the average.

i will fight over my physical aging.

my bloody resolution found its new leaf again!

dinner with joanne last nite was magical with some kinks...

l yr anniv. to fb

i joined fb one year ago.

my friends base grew to 108 after a year.

109th will be mayra. :)

learning that nursing is the art and science fits in nicely with me.

it's one step upgrade from chemistry. -- just like chemistry was the one more layer of complexity added on math. if math was one dimension for me, chem was two dimension, then nursing is 3-D.

so i'm covering all of disciplines. math (med math), science (chem), critical thinking (from film) and caring! i have all the backgrounds to be a great nurse. exactement...

turning a new leaf again, and i'll have the goal of valedictorian. ha he ho

it's not that far away. i'll start with doing my best with the best strategy for my second test on N200, the fundamentals. by the time we hit gero & patho, i'll be a comfortable a student. :)