39th birthday

my 38th was at angel island and el masra?

37th was in mendocino honeymoon..

36th at stonehenge.

35th in paris on turkish massage..

34th with lion king musical alone.

33rd was the white tiger show in vegas,

32nd was the threesome party at firecracker

31st was with the balloon boy,

and 30th was in sydney

then 29th was in film class with columbine tragedy,

28th? 27th with synpep, 26th was with viv's chocolate cake

and 25th was with poong-mul-pae...

24th was NRB with korean dormies,

23rd with ar & dan, 22nd with eng 31 mates, 21st with SJ,

20th with hk with 20 roses and 19th with korean univ maths,

9th and 11th celebrations with classmates...

and 39th pre-celebrations in san diego was bon!!

but my actual birthday was forgotten by the closest home-buddy.

and one rejection from fullerton..

feels like everything will be fine after all,

nonetheless, i feel gloomy at this point in particular.

okcupid was just a ghost...

i am going to make myself busy and strong!

bon anniversaire a moi!!!