Monday, December 7, 2009

12 days of intensity

had a massive subperitonial hemorrhage of my confidence, self-esteem and dream.
after 3 mos into the nursing program, guess the honeymoon is poofing.
i'm still happy and content with the idea that i love what i study and am in;
it's just that my fantasy and the oasis became the reality.
i hit hard with my personal weaklings on my first day at the nursing home.
after one full day of recovery with some nightmares,
i think i'm finally over.
i was inside of my own paranoid gulag for the last 48 hours.
now i'll turn this into something desolute and definite.
i'll sublime into someone stronger than me.
will overcome this hardship and become immune to.
as long as i learn something and move on, feel like that's enough.
:)

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