ray of sunshine from cypress

cypress college gave me the relief.  from the phobia of waiting another year, from the worries of alternatives of RN, and from the hampered confidence.  now i'll be happy to get accepted at sf state, long beach and saddleback, in the due time..  things will work out as they are supposed 2b...

39th birthday

my 38th was at angel island and el masra?

37th was in mendocino honeymoon..

36th at stonehenge.

35th in paris on turkish massage..

34th with lion king musical alone.

33rd was the white tiger show in vegas,

32nd was the threesome party at firecracker

31st was with the balloon boy,

and 30th was in sydney

then 29th was in film class with columbine tragedy,

28th? 27th with synpep, 26th was with viv's chocolate cake

and 25th was with poong-mul-pae...

24th was NRB with korean dormies,

23rd with ar & dan, 22nd with eng 31 mates, 21st with SJ,

20th with hk with 20 roses and 19th with korean univ maths,

9th and 11th celebrations with classmates...

and 39th pre-celebrations in san diego was bon!!

but my actual birthday was forgotten by the closest home-buddy.

and one rejection from fullerton..

feels like everything will be fine after all,

nonetheless, i feel gloomy at this point in particular.

okcupid was just a ghost...

i am going to make myself busy and strong!

bon anniversaire a moi!!!

either tomorrow or thursday

10 days have passed with no results yet.

the weekend was the worst with close to nervous break down.

i calmed my mind and i'm peaceful now.

by friday, things will wind down...

counting down 7 days

dear goddess,

i desire 2 nursing acceptances for my birthday.

i have the very confidence that i'm the fitter for the program.

i hope you see that they desperately need me.

so please help me and help them.

am supposed to get the acceptance letters in the next three to 7 days.

the most important is fullerton, but sf is symbolically important as well.

i look into the future and i see myself triumphantly happy with 5 wins.

yes, that's the dreamy images that will come true.....

nursing results coming in!

i received the letter from Santa Ana College Nursing department today.

the verdict is #884 on the waiting list.  i liked the number combo at least.

i liked that i got my first letter on 4/4/9.  SAC was outta my league on 9.

now i'm awaiting from SF state and Fullerton by 4/15.  then saddleback by 5/14.

LB will be like 6/15.  in the optimal luck, i'll get 5 acceptance including cypress.

i did my best and now i'm waiting for the cosmic response.  i'll follow the wave...

tony's 3rd birthday!!!

we celebrated tony's birthday with the cone hat and visiting the bird park.

i was truly happy that i had him in my life.  he's my one and only son..!  :)