D93

hung out with ariel for the last time, it turned out.

it started real innocent, then the sexual tension started growing at least not from my side and it got real uncomfortable from my part at least.  it is painstakingly obvious that the vanished interest turned the relationship around.  it's the fat!  well, not only that but also lack of maturity.

D94

my 69th fb friend befell on john.  i like 69 as my permanent number.  i'll keep this #, if anyone drops out of my friend list.  he's a bit crazy, but he possess all the characters that i admire.  probably complement to cerf.  jmarr plus dcerf will make it complete.  russ plus charlie will make the true soulmate!  i'll go on: wayne + doug (d original soulmates), russ + charlie (forever), 

D A + sam (real form), kessler + zoval (teachers), cerf + marr (artists) = 10!  bon!!

D95

i love my socio online course.  i found many interesting people in my class.  at least 10 of them sound intelligent!  reading is a bit sluggish, but rad ideas and challenging pace.

stat & biopsyche were definite warm-up for this one!  bong!!  my happy feeling could be maintained throughout the summer...

D96

the calls from heejean oppa in the early mornings were all of a sudden.  then it brought out all my korean memories along with my long history of relationship with him.  the way it developed nicely over time made me believe that he must be one of my soulmate.  he must be the smartest korean that i know of.  and pure.  thus sexy.  my online socio is interesting already.  this is my third experience: the first with stat, the brief experience with biopsyche and now with socio in entirety.  it's incredibly rad idea that we don't even have to meet once.  with stat, we had intro meeting and the physical test taking involved.  this will be a very helpful learning to new direct'n.

D97: memorabilla

meeting with mellafella wasn't that much sparky.  luckily, our not-hitting-off feeling was mutual. today is my one year anniversary to moving to oc.  memorable that way on memorial day..

so glad that i got adapted and landed on my feet @long beach.  last 2 years tunnel vision finally found the rays of sunshine.  i came out into the light!

can't believe that my "happy feeling" is wearing out so fast.

it's been only 2 weeks!!  i'm gonna learn how to regenerate those happy moments.

i'll live that ever happier moment every day until i start my school at the end of summer.

bon!

D99

had my sparky2 washed.  organized my boxes.  went to gym in a month.  first date scheduled tomorrow.

D100

wrote 5 different thank you letters to my recommenders: vicki, catherine, kessler, zoval & erlanson.  like teachers, biologists and chemists

i got instantly connected with behnaz, jim and bonnie.

have 66 friends, the highest friend number yet with 70 linked in contacts.

weights lifted

the music final is over now!

not sure if i hit the highest score this time,

but definitely landed in a safe zone for both classes.

i feel like everything is wrapped up nicely.

john gave me a warm hug in the end.

methinks our feelings are mutual..

i'll be connected to him through sacred harp.

i have joe now, but he might be an average joe?

:)

still, i have a good feeling about him.

he sounds decent and ez going at least.

i'll just have to wait and see...

high in the cloud

two days in a row with 3 acceptance letters, marked my highest moments in life yet!!!

i didn't expect that long beach would accept me without any interview, so when the mail came in, i had no idea that it was an acceptance letter already.

so my mind was ecstatic, on the lightest note, soaring high in the sky!  :D

4.5 acceptance out of 9 try,

i'd say it's pretty darn good!

it's the perfect outcome without CSUF.

it hurt not to get accepted at fullerton,

but i had some reservations and i'm over it already.

now the only school that i haven't heard back is golden west. 

long beach was golden, with 60 years of tradition.

my two years of back in school after following my heart is finally paying me off.

i'm happier than a Queen today.........

fantasy!

what a double joy to get acceptance letters from saddleback and sf state on the same day!!

it was unexpected surprises and i cried for joy for the first time.  with tony!!

methinks today is the happiest day of 2k9.  happiest in a while, maybe since sam..

maybe after burningman 08 at the temple, the physiology A, micro A and bm tix...

i had many joyful moments to come to think of it.

who i want to share my joys with?!  my family, best friends, and facebook...  :D

spring tea

spring tea with kristen & lisa was sumptuous for the eyes.

my favorite was the most unique prized peacock table.

the pink french style was my second favorite..

my sparky2 turned 9 today!!!!!!!!!

cinco de mayo

89888, 89898, 89909,...

nine started dominating.

my digital camera has arrived.

new pink memories will be inscripted.

pink is inevitably my color.

chocolate is hard to find.

100 days to 100 lbs!

after three days of master cleanse,

i'm on my serious duty/commitment to three digit weight.

will have 4 meals a day and monitor my weight day & night.

if i cannot control my weight with what i already know enough to control,

what else can i control in my life..?!

day 1 starts with 94 lbs on day 1.

shouldn't be too hard to put on 7 more lbs for the next 99 days.

the target date is aug 3rd with 2 day grace period.

:)